Monday, June 29, 2015

Nachdenken, wiederspiegeln, und reflektieren

           It has been almost two months since I returned from Germany and it is beginning to feel like it was all a dream. Assimilating back into the real world, taking a DiffEQ final, seeing family and friends, and starting research at A&M all have just added to the surreal feeling of the study abroad experience. Numerous people have come up at me and said something along the lines of “How was Germany/Study Abroad/being in Europe” and the only thing I can say is that it was ‘amazing’ or ‘awesome’ which I immediately think is an abysmal answer. Words cannot even describe the amazing time I had in Bonn. I try to explain how great it was by telling them about all the places I visited, the food I ate, and some of the other highlights of the trip, but I can’t ever describe the day-to-day life of living in Bonn. Just walking to get some happy hour falafel and Haribo, or just strolling through the streets of Bonn to Marktplatz or the Hauptbahnhof added to the  Traveling to so many different places, making new friends, staying with a host family, and just Germany in general all combined to produce the best time of my life.
The Biosciences Study Abroad was a success in so many different aspects of my life. Through this trip I learned that I could be independent and brave enough to live somewhere other than little ol’ Abilene or College Station. Collaborating with enmodes on the sutureless anastomosis device was priceless experience which I will always remember.  Our group was also amazing, with Krisitin and Dr. Wasser leading the charge and all us students holding it together for an entire 4 months! I remember reading some of the reflection posts from the previous programs and seeing that there was conflict, and I’m so glad that our group (while we did have a few minor isolated incidents) did not have any drama, which just made it that much better. I’ve also learned that for the 19 years of my life before I came to Germany, I was veeeery lazy. In Germany I took the same classes I would have taken at A&M, but also added the fact that I was abroad and traveling almost every weekend, and I still did fine in all my classes. This fact makes me question all the hours I wasted in the past years, and how I could’ve utilized some of them to their full extent (not really, but my time management skills matured greatly in Germany).
One of the things I miss the most about Germany is exploring and seeing new things almost every day. Visiting new countries and going on excursions or just walking around Bonn and seeing a new statue or building was probably the best part of my experience and places like College Station and Abilene just don’t even compare. Along with that, in the course of my trips, I visited so many cathedrals, monuments and historical sights where history ACTUALLY happened. Usually when I hear narratives about the Holocaust or some king or emperor, the stories are so compelling that they do not even seem real. But it was a very humbling experience when I went to the Sachsenhausen concentration camp or Stazi Prison, and the reality actually hit me. Another thing I will really miss: the trams/public transportation. Every morning I could count on the trams to take me wherever I needed to go in a timely fashion, and in situations like Karneval I could expect a nice message regarding stoppages. Also traveling by train is one of the most relaxing things in the world. There were a few things that I missed while in Germany, including free water and Tex-Mex food, but for the most part it was the best place ever.

I remember at the orientation meetings in the fall that Dr. Wasser would talk about the different phases you would go through while trying to accommodate to a new country; one of the main stages that stood out to me was the honeymoon phase, in which you arrive in the new country and everything is good, like a honeymoon. The weather and people are nice, the sky is blue, the birds are chirping etc. This stage is usually followed by a frustration/anger phase; however in my case I never got past the honeymoon stage. The Study part was manageable, the people were awesome, and the trips were unforgettable. I enjoyed every single moment of being abroad and cannot wait until I have the opportunity to return. For the final time, Tchüss!

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Relection

It's been almost a month since the end of the study abroad trip. I still miss the "home" in Germany. I have made a lot of new friends, but most importantly I have prove to myself that I can be independent. Although I was aware the world is much larger than College Station and Dallas, I tend to stay in the the bubble world. Through the trip to Germany, I learn the global connectivity  and interdependence. We made a big impact by contributing to the enmodes project and hopefully helped people along the way.  As a person, I see more of a reason to communicate with strangers. this trip showed me how independent I can be, but it also showed me that my independence comes at the mercy of strangers. Getting lost in a city is not the best experience, but the kindness of strangers help me navigate a new city. If I was give another chance at this I would take it without a second thought. This trip made me less close minded, less afraid, and less doubtful. It had been a great semester, I can't wait to go back again.